সে কি কেবলই চোখের জল !?

"ভালোবাসা" শব্দটা বড্ড শর্তসাপেক্ষ, বড্ড আপেক্ষিক ছিল আমার কাছে। ভালোবেসে এতোটাই ঠকেছি যে, আমার জন্য 'ভালোবাসা' শুধুমাত্র একটা আভিধানিক শব্দ হয়ে গেছিল ।
ঠিকই করে ফেলেছিলাম, "নাহ! আর কাউকে ভালোবাসছি নাহ!" দেওয়ালে পিঠ ঠেকে যাওয়ার পরে নিজেকে অনেকটা ঝিনুক-এর তৈরি করে নিয়ে ছিলাম। আমার নরম, দুর্বল 'মন'-টাকে একটা শক্ত খোলার মধ্যে সব সময় আটকে রাখছিলাম।
কিন্তু,  হঠাৎই সে এলো আমার জীবনে এক পশলা বৃষ্টির মতো। কিন্তু সে যে বিবাহিত। তার সাথে আমার কোন মিল নেই। সমস্ত দিক থেকে দেখতে গেলে, আমরা এক্কেবারে দুই মেরুর দুই মানুষ। তাও যে কিভাবে এতো বড় ভুল আবার করে ফেললাম,  জানিনা। কিচ্ছু জানিনা। কোনো হিসেবটাই মিলছে না; মেলাতে পারছিনা।। নিজেকে উজাড় করে ভালোবেসেছিলাম তাকে। নিজেরসামর্থ্যের বাইরে গিয়ে তাকে সাহায্য করেছি। কিন্তু সে তো মর্যাদা দিল না আমার ভালবাসার। মুখে তো বলত,  খুব ভালবাসে আমাকে। কিন্তু কার্যক্ষেত্রে দেখা গেল, সে তার পরিবারকে বেছে নিল আর আমার অস্তিত্বকে অস্বীকার করল।

মুখের ওপরে সে আমাকে জানিয়ে দিল, আমার সাথে যোগাযোগ রাখতে চায় না সে। আমার সাথে কথা না বললে, দেখা না করলে তার কোনো অসুবিধা হবে না।।

একরাশ মন খারাপ ঘিরে ধরেছে আমাকে।

আজ নিজেকে আরো একবার কথা দিলাম,  "নাহ!  এই জীবনে আর না। কোনোদিন, কাউকে, কোনো অবস্থাতেই ভালোবাসবো না আর।"

His Glimpse

5 years of Virtual Togetherness

Bye Bye Orkut

I'll Always Remember You..

My Beloved,
I feel you in the morning When at first I awake. Your thought is with me With each decision I
make. You'd been around forever since the first
breath I took. Now I have to go on alone but for
love I need not look because of what you
bestowed. In our short time together every
memory will last in my heart forever and ever.
Although you've left and walk above, I'm never
alone cause i'm wrapped in you love. Enjoy now
your long awaited reward and feel the peace in
your heart. What was taught to me will be taught
to mine because you live on in me even after
you're gone. I will always remember you.

Happy 68th Independence Day

We all know that India got its freedom on 15 August 1947 from British Rules. So we all celebrates this 15 August every year as the Independence Day. This year India Celebrates its 68th Independence Day. Each & every Indian celebrates Independence day on their way like to participate in the many
cultural activities, sending SMS, Messages, Wishes or to updates their facebook status to wish all their friends, relatives and nearer & dearer.

Wish Happy Independence Day to Every Indian ::

This is the day,
That Our nation sings
This is the day
That the liberty bell starts to ring
This is the day
We all start to remember
What We stand for
And to celebrate our Independence
We stand up high, as We
All start to cry
As we think about,
All that died
For you, for me, for our whole country
Risking there life
Each & everyday here is a salute
To all that lay ...
Happy Independence Day :)

Miss You, My Love .....

Dear Love,

I feel sad and lonely. I miss you a lot. I’ve been thinking about you all the time. I'm missing you like crazy and I think I’m going mad. I simply can't stop thinking of the special times we had.
Each moment lasts an hour and each hour lasts a day, just because you went away.
I need you here beside me. You are always in my mind, by the time I wake up ti’ll I close my eyes.
I just want to see your face. I want to feel your warm body, hear your precious heartbeat and be lost in your embrace.
I gaze out of the window and look up at the moon. I miss you, My Darling. Please come back to me, come back to me soon. They say hope springs eternal. Well, I only hope it's true For I can't bare the emptiness that comes from missing you.
I Miss You!

♡ Happy RakshaBandhan ♡

The festival of Raksha Bandhan strengthens the eternal bond of love between brother and sister.
It is the perfect day for you to express how much you love and care your siblings. Along with presenting gifts, you can delight your dear siblings by sending impressive Rakhi messages or
sms. A message written by your own hand will definitely convey the love and heartfelt emotions towards your siblings. Moreover, the messages
will definitely remind your brother or sister the true essence of the Rakhi festival.

♥ My thoughts race back to you ♥

As I look
at the twinkling stars
in the skies,
My thoughts
race back to you...

As I watch
the gleaming moon
playfully stealing
across the skies,
My thoughts
race back to you...

As I feel
the comfort of
the cool breeze
blowing against my skin,
My thoughts
race back to you...

As I picture dawn
unfolding into
a new day of hopes
and possibilities,
My thoughts
race back to you...

For you
truly deserve
the beauty of
every moment that I live
as you are someone
who is
Very SPECIAL
to me...

>>Am I changing?

“I thought that if I could lay strength over my life like a prophecy, I would be putting on my coat of armor, protecting myself against anything that might test me along my journey.”

☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

I thought that if I could lay strength over my life like a prophecy , I would be putting on my coat of armor, protecting myself against anything that might test me along my journey.

It was indicative of the place where I wanted to be, not the place where I currently found myself.

But God had other plans.

“Strong” hasn’t resonated with me at all so far. In fact, the word that has consistently tapped on my shoulder is “gratitude.”

I think that’s the word God would have placed on my heart if I’d leaned in and prayed about my “one word.”

God has reminded me many times this year of how blessed a life I lead. I am learning I’m not the sum of those difficult times in my past and
there is gratitude to be found in such
experiences.

God is also knocking down that comfortable wall I’ve been hiding behind all my life—the one that separated me from a world crying out
for help, a world where I put my needs and problems before anyone else. A world that prevented me from having gratitude.

God is taking my hand and giving me new eyes with which to see the world. Through friends, books and community outreach, I am beginning to see the world with a new perspective. I’m
angered by the injustice and atrocities I’m learning about, by the way many people are living. And as my heart breaks, I feel gratitude for a new understanding.

I am grateful for perspective.

If, through those difficult times, I’d had the same perspective, found a way to be grateful, I think I would also have found some of the strength I so needed◆◆

> Where Are You My Love?

where are you my love?
The clouds are
lightening
The night seems frightening
Where are you my love?
With the thunder of cloud
With the storm so loud
My heart ponders
And I wonder
If TUM & HUM were together…
But,where are you my love?
The rain starts to fall
I wish I could give you a call
But your dad
Ok, I understand
What should I do
He really makes me mad
Tell me where are you my love?
I wish I was in your arm
Somebody come and make me
calm
I wish we were dancing to the
rhythm of the rain
What? Still thinking of you…
Yes because
There is a virus with your name
in my brain…
But, where are you my love?...
Everyone was rejoicing the first
rain of the season
I was grieving with my face hid
with a cushion
But I can understand
U cant be here now to hold my
hand…
But that is fine
So will we have someday a great
time
Until the next rain…
For the last time…where are you
my love?
Are you thinking the same as I
am?
Do you wish to stand beside me
and hold me tight?
Are you missing me just like I
am?
But for all the answers
Where are you my love?...
The rain has slowed down
so shall I get back to sleep
But I will meet you in my sweet
dreams
And no one can stop me to do
whatever I want to…
Because there will be
The so awaited my love…
Love you always and forever.....

Mother's Day

♥, Let's Move On~

Dear ♥,
You had lied to me many times and I
know your true identity already,I know your exact age, I know what you do, I know your whereabouts :'(
Why did you do this to me like why must it be me?? I am seek and tired of your love games </3. I kept on crying and crying thinking about you every single day...
Listen Man, I may HATE YOU but, i can't do that, no matter what happens if
you know that... ♥
Btw, thanks for sharing all the memories we've had. Let's move on!
Take care~

[End note : One request, don't make any promise which you can't able to keep!]

Open Letter to Love ~

Dear,

You are the one who had learnt me to love own-self..
You are the one who helped me to smile again..
You are the one who gave me light when I was in darkness..
You are the one who tried to give me a new life when I lost the hope to live..
You are the one who supported me in my every difficulties..
You are the one who cares me more than my family, my relatives do for me..
You are the one who I love most..
You are my ultimate Facilitator..
I just can't take the word 'loser' from you....
You are the BEST~
Love you... ♥♥♥

To the man I love,
We've met and we became close friends. All I knew then, was you were just a friend, but as time went by, love grew in our hearts and it was getting stronger everyday, and we didn’t want to let go of that feelings. It was so special and we really fell in love with each other. There was never a time that I didn't think of you. Your face, your eyes, your hair and your whole self were all I wanted to see all the time. Without seeing you just for a day, was like a very long time to me. We spend many years together, sharing one special true love. We thought it would last for a lifetime, but it didn't happen. Time asked for the parting of our way and we had to decide. No matter how painful it was for us, decision must be done and so, we did and we cried and we said goodbye. I thought I could forget you, but I was wrong. You were all that I thought about. No matter how hard I tried not to think of you, I just couldn't do it because it was you that I always see each and everyday. So, how was I supposed to forget you then? If I still love you so much.

Open Letter ~ 4♥

“Since I left you, I have been constantly
depressed. My happiness is to be near you. Incessantly I live over in my memory your caresses, your tears, your affectionate solicitude. The charms of the incomparable kindle continually a burning and a glowing flame in my heart. When, free from all solicitude, all harassing care, shall I be able to
pass all my time with you, having only to love you, and to think only of the happiness of so saying, and of proving it to you?”

[Source : Napoleon to Josephine]

An Open Undying Love Letter

Knowing you is the greatest thing that happened in my entire existence. I never realized how happy and complete I am with you by my side, you don't even need to do anything. The thought of you staying by my side reassures me and gives a whole new meaning to my life. Every sound of your voice is like music to my ears, a serene lullaby that lulls me to sweet daydreams. When I
gaze into your soulful eyes, I could see a
brighter tomorrow. The soft whispers of your enchanting voice lift my empty spirits and calm my weary thoughts. Your beaming smile chases all my worries and uncertainties away. Your warm embrace puts me in a trance of sweet lullabies and melody. The moment that I hold your hand, I know right away that you are the one that I
want to spend the rest of my life with.
No words could ever express the glee that I'm experiencing right now. I couldn't even start to fathom how blessed I am to have you in this life.
In any other lifetime, I'd still choose to fall in love with you. I thank God for bringing you to my life. You gave a new meaning to my existence and I could not imagine a life without you in it. You
and I were made to be together forever. Loving you was the most special thing that ever happened to me. You have a very special place in
my heart and no one could ever replace that, be it in this lifetime, or any other lifetime. When I'm with you, everything feels so right and I feel really blessed. I cherish every single day that we
spend together. I will never leave you and I will always be your knight in shining armor. I’m willing to go against anyone who wishes you harm. I will protect you from any danger that threatens your happiness. This will be my vow from now until eternity. I will never leave your side. I'll always be here my sweet love.
I am deeply in love with you and if given another chance, I'd still choose to fall in love with you. I never thought that I could meet someone so amazing. I never thought that I could be this happy. I'll never let you go. Low me to spend an eternity with you. I have never been this sure in my entire life. I have never felt this way with anybody else. And I want to celebrate this deep love with you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you and I'm willing to risk everything that life has to offer just to spend forevermore with you. You are the sunshine that lifts my dark days. You are the sweet voice that makes me want to wake up every single morning of my life. I'll never need anything or anyone else for as long as I have you in my life.

छुकर मेरे मन को ♥

छुकर मेरे मन को किया तुने क्या ईशारा।
बढला इये मौसम लागे प्यारा जग सारा।

तुझो काहे जीवन भर तेरे लिए मैं गाड।
गीत तेरे बोल पे लिखता चला याउ।
मेरे गीत में तुझे ढुन्दते जग सारा॥

Open Letter ~ 3 ♥

Dear ♥,
There is so much I would like to say to you, to tell you what you mean to me... but the words don't ever come.
You have the most amazing way of showing me how much you care; you share things with me that I couldn't share with anyone else. And
through everything we have gone through, all I have to do is lean on you and know my heart and soul are safe.
There have been a few speed bumps in our road, but we always stay hand in hand, heart to heart and soul to soul.
I never knew love until you; I can't imagine life without you. You are my everything and I am so blessed with your love and devotion.
I love you, Will, more than I can ever tell you.
There are no words for the love I have. It is yours, always and forever, eternity and beyond.

Love always,

~ Bade Aachchhe Lagte Hain ~

Ram & Priya 

                      

India's most famous contemporary couple, obviously in Reel Life .

But, it’s true that, every reel life is based on one or more real life(s). we usually gather experiences or ideas from our own lives, from our relatives, from our neighbors. And after that, we mix our thoughts with these ideas or experiences.

Whatever, let come to the point….  :)

Their 1st Step ....

aanjana & aanjani from two different status of society got married. According to them it was their "Samjhota" marriage. They knew about each-other a very little. But although, they became "Friends" slowly. I think Friendship is the most important chemistry of any kind of relation.  

Friendship becomes in Love <3